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    Thursday, July 29th, 2004
    5:38 pm
    I'm updating!!

    Today at work I found a child that I want to take home. I also disciplined many children who I don't want to take home and then talked to lots who I wish I had the power to take out of their homes and put them in better ones because they deserve so much better than the cards they have been dealt. Some of these kids stories about their home life break my heart....
    I'm going to see Birdie tonight again with my friend Melodie. Its the first time I've had tickets for a CCT show EVER. But I got them for free so its not like I paid for them or anything!

    I move out 2 weeks from Monday!!!
    Friday, July 16th, 2004
    5:39 pm
    I lost my purity ring yesterday because I took it off when I was mixing plaster. It was so sad...My parents gave it to me when I was 16...I went back to where I bought it and they don't make it anymore...I am trying to find a similar one online and failing. I'm so sad.
    But I got paid yesterday!!! They took out over $100 for taxes. Damn FICA.
    Today at work Bryan was playing Wicked in the staff room and I was a happy camper. Then the kids pushed me in the pool with all my clothes on. It was fun swimming with them except the kindergarteners were hanging all over me and I didn't like it. We are going to Soak City on Tuesday...I called the 4th grade girls!!! There is no way I am taking the kindergarteners there!!
    I hate being sunburned...
    Saturday, July 10th, 2004
    7:02 pm
    I have worked 90 hours in two weeks. That's CRAZY! No wonder I am going to bed at 10 every night! I love my work and the people I work with. I don't think some of them like me, but I'm over it. My goal this year is not to stress about what other people think of me because it is usually not accurate and it screws up my relationships...

    Anyways, life is pretty good. I am getting excited for school. A month after I start I will be complaining about how much I hate it, but thats how life is ain't it..

    I can't wait to see my friends tomorrow.
    Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
    8:24 pm
    work is wonderful...diets suck and so do boys
    Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
    1:39 pm
    I should really start writing in here...
     Well, I just got back from Greece and Albania on Thursday. It was awesome. We had a lot of fun. I am really going to miss that group. We all got along really well...well, for the most part. Some people can get really agitating when you are with them for a month straight. But we're over it.

    I start work on Monday and I am actually really excited. Life gets boring with nothing to do. I don't know how I will do working 40 hours a week, but we'll see. I had to go get CPR certified last week and I met the staff. They all seem really cool and I think it will be a fun summer.

    I really miss my CYT friends.
    Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
    3:11 am
    everyone go to Yogurt Mill on Thursday at 6:30. It will be my last night in San Diego (at least the last night that I will get to hang out with friends) and I want to hang out with y'all before I go. At it could be the last time I see you ever because...well I could die there! (jk, jk...well, you never know!) So print a coupon, come on down and show me that you love me! Don't forget or I'll cry.

    Um, so I have braids! I really like them. Courtney and Cassie did a great job (7 and a half hours later!!!) Its weird not having bangs, but it will be so nice for my trip not having to deal with my mass of hair! Woohoo!!

    I'm bored...
    Thursday, May 13th, 2004
    1:08 am
    And I'm done watching American Idol for this season. Seriously America, what the hell is wrong with you?!?!?! Go vote for Jasmine because she cried...Lets just call it American Vote who you feel sorry for idol. I Have never been so upset about the outcome of a TV show.
    ANYWAYS, on a happier note and back to reality, Jen and I went to Disneyland today and it was fun. I got so sunburned that I am having dizzy spells...that can't be good. We met lots of cool kids today. When we were coloring at the petting zoo (yes, there is a petting zoo at Disneyland now) and this little boy was talking to another kid and he said (in all sincerity) "I have a baby sister and her name is baby Bertha... She's the devil". It was fricken HILARIOUS! Kids rule. The tower of terror is rad...we went on it three times and we barely waited in any lines. Wednesdays are the best Disneyland days. We saw Joey in the Snow White show and he saw us too. He waved to us. I decided that my theme for Our Gang next semester is gonna be Snow White.
    I'm sleepy, so I'm going to bed. My friend Autumn ( and maybe Devyn?)is coming over to hang out with me tomorrow. Yahoo!
    Saturday, May 8th, 2004
    8:17 am
    Its SUMMERTIME!!!! This was the hardest semester of my life, but its finally over! I saw my dorm room for next year...its not too small, and I get my own bathroom and TWO closets!!
    Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
    8:46 pm
    Watching Friends makes me want to go visit all my friends right now and rent an apartment and live there and go sit at Starbucks and drink coffee and talk all day. No school, no responsibility, just enjoying amazing people that I love...Why can't life be like a sitcom?
    Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
    8:33 pm
    American Idol tonight...I was SOOOO pissed off. EVERY single person SUUUUUUUUUUUCKED except for La Toya. She is flipping AMAZING. Jennifer has a great voice too, but she isn't American Idol. Go vote for La Toya...she BEST win
    Sunday, March 14th, 2004
    7:46 pm
    Lately I feel like all my friends hate me...I don't know why, but it makes me sad. I miss how things used to be with all my friends. Growing up sucks.
    I can't wait until next year. I am going to live on campus at CHC...Even though I am still in San Diego, I am so excited to have a chance to get away from the crappy parts of life, even though it won't be too far away. I don't know what I am saying...I'm tired.
    And I don't like the boy in the previous entry...I can't, so I just need to get over it and I did. Yay me
    Wednesday, March 10th, 2004
    10:24 pm
    Xanga is cool, but everyone has one and I can't write stuff I need to get out in there because not only does every child in every CYT area, about half of my school does too...So there is this guy at my school...we've become pretty good friends, especially considering my boyphobia...Anyways, he has a girlfriend and I love her. They are so adorable together and I hope they get married, because they are perfect for each other. But this past week I am starting to think I might like him...but I can't. I don't want to. Maybe its just that I like his qualities and I hope to find those in someone someday. Ugg, I hate this. I haven't talked to anyone about it so I had to get it out. Thank you and have a nice night.

    Oh yeah, I changed my major to Psychology today.
    Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
    7:23 am
    So this new guy in our show is being a total diva...The costumer gave him these pants to wear, and he said "no, I want to wear tights instead." So he went to buy tights. OK, first of all, what respectable boy, especially a teenage boy would want to wear tights instead of pants? Second of all, all the guards are wearing pants except for him, and it is creepy...So I go to the costumer and I said "You've got to give that boy pants!!!" and she kind of glared at me and said "I'VE TRIED!!!!! He told me that he didn't want them and that he already bought tights...When Paul asked him about it he said I never gave him pants!! But I'm giving him some tomorrow...I'll just let him to look stupid today." Our costumer is the greatest
    Thursday, February 12th, 2004
    12:50 pm
    So my parents are starting to freak out about me going to Virginia...I knew it would happen sooner or later. They are worried that its going to brainwash me, and that Southern Baptists are too strict, and that its so far away from home. What they don't understand is that more than anything, this is what I need right now. I am at a point in my life where I know I need to go. It didn't have to be across the country, but it is and I really need it. I know I made a quick desision about it, but I really feel like God wants me there. I just don't feel very supported by people. Everyone seems to think this is a mistake, but I don't. I know it is right. And even if I go for a year and decide to come back, at least I will have had the experience of being away from my life.
    I hate that I can't talk to anyone about anything. I so badly wish I had a relationship with my parents that I could explain it to them, but they would think I was crazy if I told them "I feel like God really wants me to go there." They don't understand the pain that I have been through and that I need a break from
    Friday, January 30th, 2004
    10:56 pm
    From Lori
     Instructions:
    1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
    2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
    3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.

    01. I HATE ants
    02. I enjoy eating strawberries.. except when they're too cold and they hurt my teeth
    03. I like watching the real world
    04. and Saved By The Bell
    05. tomatoes are gross
    06. lemonade rules. especially the frozen kind you get at six flags.
    07. i am a v-i-r-g-i-n.
    08. sometimes, i just want to cry
    09. i've been to all the main islands in Hawaii
    10. i don't really like dogs...or cats
    11. i'm going to Greece and Albania this summer
    12. i like dancing with boys even though I've only done it a few times
    13. tomorrow's my best friends bday
    14. Today I got my hairs cut
    15. i think sporting events are bpring...except baseball, but that gets boring fast sometimes
    16. beer is gross
    17. i'm in college
    18. sometimes i like driving by myself
    19. sometimes i dont worry about school enough, then it builds up and i get really stressed
    20. i wish it didn't matter how much money i had
    21. i love yogurt mill.
    22. i want a boyfriend.
    23. i think christina aguilara is very talented
    24. i’m really bored. but could probably find something better to do
    25. I listen to the same songs over and over again.
    26. i'm usually patient. except with certain people
    27. Macs aren't so bad.
    28. i like music.
    29. i love laying in bed in my towel after a warm shower
    30. I used a mud mask tonight and my face feels wonderful
    31. I like to take pictures
    32. i wish i were an amazing dancer
    33. i have a great mother
    34. i love to love.
    35. I have a favorite pair of jeans that i wish i could wear everyday.
    36. i just took a shower and I smell good
    37. i love my friends.
    38. i've never been kissed...pathetic, I know
    39. I wish I was finished with school.
    40. i dont like cats very much
    41. I appreciate honesty
    42. Adam Sandler movies are the best
    43. i love to perform.
    44. i take voice lessons.
    45. i love cherry slurpees.
    46. laughing is undoubtedly my favorite thing.
    47. i never took physics or Chem in High School
    48. i need to start excercising
    49. i want it to be summer!
    50. i'd like to be in movies. not be famous, but just be a part of movies
    51. my friends are cooler than your's.
    52. i like michelle branch
    53. I hate being lied to.
    54. I really want a full body massage.
    55. I like to drink cream soda
    56. I wish i didn't gossip.
    57. I'm on the computer too much
    58. i've never driven a stick
    59. i HATE throwing up.
    60. i'm the middle child
    61. if I had more money, I would travel often
    62. i like food
    63. my back hurts.
    64. my eyes are hazel.
    65. my hair is brown
    66. i'm going to be the shortest in my family in a few years, cuz my little sister will be like 5'10
    67. i wear contacts.
    68. even if i'm full, i'll just keep eating if there's food in front of me
    69. i hate when my abs are sore and i sneeze. that HURTS. (or laugh)
    70. i dont have a boyfriend
    71. i always try to forgive, but sometimes I hold grudges.
    72. I've never been to a wedding
    73. i can't wait to get married. but at the same time, i can
    74. and be a mommy.
    75. i HATE valentines day
    76. i don't have a digital camera.
    77. i have too much junk in my house
    78. i want to be a teacher.
    79. i wish i could speak another language fluently
    80. I wish I was asleep.
    81. i watch american idol
    82. hookah's are fun...Let's do it
    83. sometimes I wish i was a better person.
    84. i hate shaving my legs.
    85. My mood changes drastically often
    86. sometimes i’d like to stay in bed all day if i could.
    87. gilmore girls is a great show
    88. im 5'6"
    89. i am the only Brittany in my whole college
    90. i hate being lazy
    91. sometimes i cry for no reason.
    92. i love christmas.
    93. i'm 19
    94. i love my family.
    95. i hate the car I drive
    96. i don't like spiders
    97. i like boys. not girls.
    98. i need to go to bed
    99. i have a friend named brittany.
    100. i take too many of these online quizzes!!!
    Thursday, January 29th, 2004
    11:58 pm
    I babysat tonight. I looooove the kids that I babysit. And they are even boys! When I opened the door to the house, Dylan, the 4 year old said "Brittany!!! I missed you!!" and gave me a big hug. Then the two year old climbed into my lap and watched Friends with me. So precious.
    And you know when kids are more precious? When they are sleeping! They are so beautiful and peaceful, not to mention silent:) But when I went to check on them, I just stared at them and wondered how much easier my life was when I was a child. I didn't have to worry about boys, or school, or drama with friends, or faith issues or making appointments, or money. Life was simple and fun. I would give anything to go back to those carefree days. Life seems like it had lost its joy. I always find myself worried or sad, or stressed or lonely. I guess thats what being an adult is all about. I just hate that life is so hard.
    Anyways, to on the lighter side, I was watching TV with the kids and eating some rice and chicken when the door opens and this jr. high age Asian kid walks in the front door and goes up the stairs. I looked at the kids and they didn't move, so after about a minute of silence I say "Hey, who's that?" And Dylan says "Brad" and I asked him who brad was and he told me he lived far away. So Brad comes down stairs and I start asking him some questions but he didn't speak much english, but I found out he is 14 and from Korea. It was funny, trust me. He was nice but I had finally got Dylan to go to sleep and Brad woke him up and I was not happy...but then I got over it.
    Monday, January 26th, 2004
    9:31 pm
    I started another Xanga because I didn't like it that lots of CYT kids read it and I wanted a place where I could write deeper things than "today I went to the store and it was fun". So that place will be here...maybe. And I'm tired
    Sunday, January 25th, 2004
    4:32 pm
    Ready, Set, GO!
     1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
    2. Am I lovable?
    3. How long have you known me?
    4. When and how did we first meet?
    5. What was your first impression?
    6. Do you still think that way about me now?
    7. What do you think my weakness is?
    8. Do you think I'll get married?
    9. What makes me happy?
    10. What makes me sad?
    11. What reminds you of me?
    12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
    13. How well do you know me?
    14. When's the last time you saw me?
    15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
    16. Do you think I could kill someone?
    17. Describe me in one word.
    18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
    19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
    20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
    21. Would you make out with me?
    Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
    3:25 pm
    So I bought the Wicked soundtrack today...(it was 19 fricken dollars at Boarders, but I had a gift card so I had to do it...I HATE that store!!) I LOVE it! You know that every single person is going to sing "I'm not that girl" and "popular" (which I will always associate with lizards) for Auditions for now and forever...fun.

    I am so darn busy and I haven't even had that much homework yet...plus I still have to get a job. Well, Emperor's will be over in a month, so I guess things will be less stressful then...and I am doubting doing another show in the Spring...I don't really have the time, but it will be the last one that I would be able to do for 3 years! Maybe I don't really care that much...I don't know. Well I am off to CYT where the teacher has no clue what she is doing...its really frustratinng, but I get to teach next semester!
    Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
    6:17 pm
    Hola!
     I joined the cult...are you proud?
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